August 21, 2014
Tumblr-esque Thought #25

Tonight nothing really happened. I woke up and said that today was going to be a good day. Now I’m lying in bed and you know what? Even if nothing really happened, I feel like did. Somehow, today feels like my life is finally starting. I’m finally able to say that I’m living my life.

August 18, 2014
Tumblr-esque Thought #24

Sometimes I send myself a message containing all the words I wish everyone would tell me. I’d like to believe that’s what it means to be your own friend…

August 15, 2014
Tumblr-esque Thought #23

We are best friends, but both of us know that our friendship is lost. It’s like an empty shell which we still maintain out of comfort than anything else. The shell is nothing but formalities and nostalgic memories. Memories which remind us of people who no longer exist, for we have lived such different lifestyles. Yet we still come back to our friendship with a love that’s a natural reaction institutionalized by another time. We both know the shell is empty, but neither of us wants to admit we’re no longer best friends.

August 7, 2014
Tumblr-esque Thought #22

A lot of great things are happening to me right now. I’m starting to feel like my dreams can become my reality. Yet I still find myself looking at your old messages and feeling some sort of nostalgia. I miss you, but my life got better the minute you decided not to be a part of it anymore.

August 4, 2014
Tumblr-esque Thought #21

I’m looking for a love story, not a prince charming. I don’t care for a partner, I’m in love with the illusion of having one. I want the whole thing minus the other person. I want the fantasy, not the obligation of facing reality. I don’t want you, I just want what I think of you…

August 1, 2014
Tumblr-esque Thought #20

It’s past midnight and the silence of the night has woken my nightmares up. I have found love again, but I’m filled with anxiety, for I know dreams don’t last while nightmares haunt you all your life. After you’re gone and I’ve woken up from your fantasy, the nightmare of you gone will be there waiting for me. Only during the night I hate having met you that fateful day. If only you hadn’t looked my way…

July 31, 2014
Tumblr-esque Thought #19

The thing with almost is that it lets you taste it with a kiss, smell its perfume, hear its heartbeat and feel the touch of its skin against you while hugging, but at the same time, when you open your eyes, you see the distance between the two of you growing wider. Almost losing itself in the horizon like you never really had a chance to begin with. Yet you still remember the sour taste of the kiss, the stench of its “perfume”, the silence of its heartbeat and the illusion of almost being able of touching it.

July 29, 2014
Tumblr-esque Thought #18

I was looking at some pictures in Facebook and it suddenly hit me: we’re not children anymore. We’ve grown old, our faces have aged, our bodies have changed, we’re adults now. Yet I’m still here, envisioning myself as a child, holding my childhood too tight and afraid to let go of it. Now I understand what Peter Pan felt in Neverland…

July 28, 2014
Tumblr-esque Thought #17

I have yet to understand how easily you won me when you never even gave me a chance to be with you.

July 22, 2014
Tumblr-esque Thought #16

In a matter of seconds everything changed. I stopped breathing. You stole my breath away. You said I was yours and I agreed. And you know what? I’ve never felt so happy before.